From now onward, I am going try to not let insecurities, rumors or anything else affect me. I am going to try to look at things as different as they could ever be. I'm not putting my guards down. I just want to live. Live life to the fullest. Without any regrets. Maybe it is time. Time to see that not everything in my life is here to hurt me at all. Stalking wont stop, loving someone wont stop, being jealous wont stop, nothing is going to stop, it is just going to be decreased. I deserve this. After much sacrifice of my own happiness, it's time. Everyone hurts in their own way, and they heal in their own unique ways too. So, how can i judge? When I was once in their shoes before. Breath in more, listen more and talk less now. Possible to be my new creed? A change in me, for the better. Who knows...