From now onward, I am going try to not let insecurities, rumors or anything else affect me. I am going to try to look at things as different as they could ever be. I'm not putting my guards down. I just want to live. Live life to the fullest. Without any regrets. Maybe it is time. Time to see that not everything in my life is here to hurt me at all. Stalking wont stop, loving someone wont stop, being jealous wont stop, nothing is going to stop, it is just going to be decreased. I deserve this. After much sacrifice of my own happiness, it's time. Everyone hurts in their own way, and they heal in their own unique ways too. So, how can i judge? When I was once in their shoes before. Breath in more, listen more and talk less now. Possible to be my new creed? A change in me, for the better. Who knows...
Our third Monthsary that was in need to be celebrated. This was the very first time we celebrated the day we got together 3 months ago.
It started out as a surprise with her being under my block in the wee early morning looking as amazing as ever. Well what can I say? My wife can dress indeed. Looking sharp, charming as always. Never ever fails to captivate me and my heart.
Breakfast at Rivervale Mall Macdonalds. Breakfast is the most important meal of the day no matter what. She laughed at me how I didnt touch my muffin bread in my Big breakfast meal. Well, i dont really fancy it to begin with. After breakfast we made our way to the MRT station.
And here goes, while we were waiting for the train to arrived she said this "There is a catch." I was stunned. She took out a blindfold and told me to wear it. Throughout the train ride she made me blind and deaf. Making me trust her with every step i took. She held my hand hard like she never did it before, and you never felt this close to her heart before till that very day.
When she told me to open the blindfold, we were right infront of S.E.A Aquarium. Yes that was her surprise. She knew how much I've been wanting to go to the SEA Aquarium that she brought me there for our monthsary. I was lost for words. But that day was indeed beautiful, like she is. Beautiful soul, beautiful heart, beautiful self.
Rawr I'm Shakilah. People call me Shak. I turn a year older on 14 May. I am covered in FRECKLES. I love SWEETS they are like my small little version of happiness. I love to act but I'm just a little good at it.