That very moment, by the beach, under the stars, by accident you called me your girlfriend. I was in total cloud nine. It sounded so nice coming out from your mouth. Something that I have been waiting for some time to hear I guess. Even though it only lasted for a split second, it was still nice to hear. It just states, that you do want me to be your girlfriend, but just not now at the moment.

Our talks were memorable too. Sharing tiny secrets with one another. You might be the wild one, but from what I've seen you are the one that I have love the most. The one that I have chase the most and still am chasing. I hope you do see that. What was the saddest to hear was that you were really contemplating on going through the operation. Please don't. I can't see you hurt. I love you just the way you are. Who you are right now, I'm fine with you being a girl. I know that it is you choice, but I really hope you will never go through with it ever.

Happy 5th Baby! To many more months up ahead together.