That very moment, by the beach, under the stars, by accident you called me your girlfriend. I was in total cloud nine. It sounded so nice coming out from your mouth. Something that I have been waiting for some time to hear I guess. Even though it only lasted for a split second, it was still nice to hear. It just states, that you do want me to be your girlfriend, but just not now at the moment.
Our talks were memorable too. Sharing tiny secrets with one another. You might be the wild one, but from what I've seen you are the one that I have love the most. The one that I have chase the most and still am chasing. I hope you do see that. What was the saddest to hear was that you were really contemplating on going through the operation. Please don't. I can't see you hurt. I love you just the way you are. Who you are right now, I'm fine with you being a girl. I know that it is you choice, but I really hope you will never go through with it ever.
Happy 5th Baby! To many more months up ahead together.
Ain't too sure if they are ever lies or the truth that comes out of your mouth. I mean really. Trust is always the issue. Never ending trust issues that could never be resolved. Sometimes I do wish it would be easier, but I guess that is just wishful thinking.
The one that never stops making me smile. The one that takes extra care of me when I'm sick. The one that knows when I'm alright and when I'm not. My diamond in the rough. I love you a whole lot. I wish one day you'll allow me to show you that I entered you life not to hurt you, but to stay as long as I can and show you that the world is not as bad as you think it is. You are my sunshine, even though you don't see it.
1st May and we spent it together. What more can I ask for. Just you and me, from the wee early morning till you went off to work. You are all that I could have ever ask for. It is day 165 for us. Too many days ahead. Just you and me and no one else. You really are a needle in a haystack. So hard to find but its so worth it, every fight, every squabbles, just every single thing, means so much and feelings keep on amplify. I got a little to clingy and I pretty much am to blamed for it. Sometimes, when you love someone so much, you hold on to them so hard just because you know that if you don't there might be a chance of losing that one special thing. I really wish no one would ever get the chance to hurt you anymore. Cause it hurts seeing you hurting.
- My anchor, my favorite, my listener, my almost lover.
Rawr I'm Shakilah. People call me Shak. I turn a year older on 14 May. I am covered in FRECKLES. I love SWEETS they are like my small little version of happiness. I love to act but I'm just a little good at it.