What is all you said was a lie? I was a backup plan all along. A rebound just to fill the void. Then what now? I mean really. What if ever single thing was a lie from the start to the end. I mean the signs are there. You don't hold me like you used to anymore. You dont treat me like how you once did. You say you love me, but you show me otherwise. It feels as though I am falling into a hold deeper than I can ever dig myself out from. The risk of another broken heart, the risk of being cheated and lied to is so big. Yet I am still here, hoping that I am not going to cut up into pieces and be fed to the wolves.