We used to be close, now we are just far apart, further than we first started. Can we do something, anything at all to go back where we were from before? Because I miss it. I don't like being awkward and embarrassed in front of you guys anymore. I can't even smile sincerely nor can i be all comfortable anymore, and it sucks. Cause things were just going up and now it's bottom and on the rocks... now I am lost and confuse in making things better.