Overboard
Sunday, May 29, 2011 @ 9:53 pmWe used to be close, now we are just far apart, further than we first started. Can we do something, anything at all to go back where we were from before? Because I miss it. I don't like being awkward and embarrassed in front of you guys anymore. I can't even smile sincerely nor can i be all comfortable anymore, and it sucks. Cause things were just going up and now it's bottom and on the rocks... now I am lost and confuse in making things better. Forever is over.
Saturday, May 07, 2011 @ 11:58 pmWe had our time and now it's up. At least it is, for now. I don't know what is in store for my future, so whatever happens, happens. You told me you don't bother about me anymore, but you did. You said everything we had meant nothing, but it did. Yeah, my heart broke when you told me to leave, I stayed, wanting so bad to let you know that if you stayed a little longer things were gonna turn out differently. Convincing wasn't enough anymore. I was never doing enough. We were just two people at two different point of our life and we were chasing for two very different things. I don't blame you, but I blame us. Things were getting too straining for the both of us. We never wanted to be strangers again, but we had to, just so we could save ourself from a drowning ship. I'm sorry I let you slip down the list of priorities. I never regret the things we had and the things we shared. I'll treasure every single one of them, even if they don't mean a thing to you. So many things left unsaid, I wish I had someway to say all those unsaid words. It hurts a whole lot to know that you're with someone else when you could be with me. It just hard to accept that I can't be around you anymore, she better be treating you good. I'll always be here for you need someone. This ain't a movie and you can't come with me, so I really do hope, she's treating you right. This is gonna be the last time I'm ever gonna say it, I love you Alif, the bunny that kept on hoping I wish you the best at everything, I hope you'll stay happy always keep hop hop hoping! I'll always be here for you. " I'll always remember that our paths aligned for this period of time and I'll be thankful for that and I hope wherever you are, you'll be thankful too." - strangers again. I'm losing aren't i?
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