This boy here, he made me fall in love with him. I don't know how but he did it but I am still here in love with him. 8 months has past YES, i do love him. I don't think I'll ever find the way to ever stop it. He never fails to make me smile. At the end of every night we'll just end up smiling or laughing.

We said our goodbyes on the 14 of March. We still do love each other but things were just going haywire and it was getting too much for anyone to handle. I wish I was never here ever. He was my sun every morning, he was the perfect thing to end every night. Now, there is nothing... But I told him that I was going to be strong here, waiting for him to come back, no matter how long it takes. I can't really promise anything. But I'll try my best, for him. Honestly I could not bring myself to put down the phone when we were suppose to, I just wanted it to last, hoping that you'll change your mind, cause once that phone was down I'll never know when it'll be you ever again on the other end of the line with your voice saying "HEY!", but it never came and I had to say those words that I hate in the end.

You raise me up back when I'm pushed down, you believed in me when no one didn't. You were my strength, my reason to wake up the next day. But like the saying, when you love someone you gotta let them go, and if they come back than they are yours to keep. So, please come back.