Remember all those people who said... You pushed me away, the next time you come back you'll realize the mistake you did and I won't be there anymore...

I say and do things I don't mean usually, leaving people hurt in the process. I'm reading back all the text messages you gave me. I meant it when I said I'll always be here for you if you ever need me. You are one of the amazing thing that has happen to me in 2010. I love you with all my heart. I guess I went a little to far this time round. I don't know what I can do or could do. I'm a girl with nothing to my name and no one else to blame. I never meant to hurt you or made you sad. If I could take it all back, I would.I told you I wasn't perfect. I make lots of blunders lots of mistakes. I really would do anything at all, anything to earn your precious trust. I love you Muhammad Alif. And I swear I'll do anything, anything at all to get us back where we were, before the storm. And I swear even if it is the last thing I'll do. I'll fight for you to the very end. Even till my last breath I would. Cause i know you're worth fighting for. Words here are hard to believe, the only thing I can do now is to prove to you with the things i do. I'M SORRY MUHAMMAD ALIF.

The two boys I can always count on for a listening ear. You guys are amazing. It's so amazing how one night can do wonders to someone relationships. I got so close to him only last night, 18 December 2010. We spent 3 hours at East Coast McCafe. drinking coffee and talking bout so many things. We even came up with our own lists of people and the grade they are in! It was great fun I won't lie. Omg "Matt", I didn't thought I would ever get this close to you ever. Hahahaha! Thank you for listening to my Rants and Wants.