I realize that we never did took a picture together ever. Hahaha. I do have unglam pictures of you, so I won't put those up! I know we've been friends for like 3 years, we barely meet up and stuff, somehow when we do meet up I don't even feel like we did ever stop talking. We always know what to say. It's so sad that I can't celebrate your BIRTHDAY with you again. Well I hope you have an amazing birthday! I really hope you'll reach your dreams and be a famous artist one day. I'll always be there supporting you all the way. WE SO NEED TO HANG OUT SOON watch unexpected fireworks, watching movies on valentines' day and laugh at all the couple walking around with flowers, wondering weather to say hi to friends or just ignoring them when we see them. AND going home in the train with you sleeping funnily. I really hope to see you soon!

I tried to find a photo like I always do to express whatever I'm feeling inside. But this time no photos/pictures could express what I'm feeling inside. I wish I could tell you what I wanted to for so long. Those things inside, that have been bottled up. To the people that have been there along the way, I really appreciate it a whole lot. Yes I miss him, I do a whole lot. But it seems that he can't wait to leave. Like I've said, if you can't wait to leave than I'm not gonna wait for you. My head agrees but my heart disagrees. So really I'm still confused actually. This is the very first time someone has ever made me so stirred up inside. Well really, thank you for making me feel so special for once. So wanted, so in the skies. But i could see that both of us are not ready for anything at the moment. So lets give both of us time to grow, so that we'll understand even more. I'm still holding on...