It is really true. That is why sometimes for no reason I do like staying home. Somehow nowdays home has been pretty weird. I miss my dad.I really do so much. I really mean it. He is there, but he is never there. I want things to be like the way it used to be. If it helps, can I just stay where I am now. I want him to scold when I do something wrong, I want him to at least say something. Just anything. Well what can I really say. I am his little girl no matter how old I am.He used to wish that I could stay the same like it was before, not just me, but my brother too. I can see he miss playing air guitar with me and my brother. He barely smiles when he's at home. He's not himself lately. So daddy please come back. No matter how old I am, I am still that little girl who still needs her daddy.

FACT : Girls can be alive even though they bleed continuously for 5 days straight. - aniq told me.

He said girls are superhero, and I said they are only superheros when they come across such situations. What about the other girls who never experience such situation, than what are they really. No one really knows... But really girls are hard to understand and pretty complicated at times. But whats the difference between boys?

It is not as easy as I thought it would be. I could not really connect with me inside. Everthing was all in a mess and I could not really focus with singing and putting a photo with it.But nearly everyone cried. I think zeenol has the most awesomest voice I've ever heard. It was amazing, he is just a great singer. I really hope he goes far with his amazing talent. Girls please stop leading guuys on, you'll end up hurting them at the end of the day. I've done my part. Had dinner with Boomz, Sunny, April and Aidil. A whole lot of personal story came out. I just sat and listen. Went home with Sunny and Aidil, pretty interesting I guess, hearing guys talk. Apparently I couldn't think of anything smart to say usually nowadays. Haha. How can that be.... Me losing me swagger? Sunny can sense when a bus arrives. How awesome never knew anyone could do that. Pretty impressive. I asked, how? He said this is what happens when you are going to meet someone you love. I was just like really.... Interesting huh? I've learnt something new.

I'm not letting anyone turn me into a ninny any time soon. I like the strong me who no one can push without a fight.

Off to Pixar and Kem Obor tomorrow. How awesome can life get!!!

So many drama, interesting but yet exhausting. Performances has been awesome and amazing. Apparently I am the only junior junior that perform so it really an honor, and now evryone wanna dance with me too. Haha I feel so awesome. Yes dance is there but voice still not there yet. Next performance, Micheal Jackson. How cool is that? Very cool! I wanna get a chance to damce with all my seniors. Cause they are all pretty awesome. Haha another rumor going around. Pretty interesting hearing what people say about you haha. Cause they come up with weird things. So yes i've said it and things are getting better, It'll take time for sure. But it'll soon fade away. That person's feelings for me. Hehee. So i have done 1 exam, role-playing. I am having my napha test tomorrow. Wish me luck :D