I still have yet the courage to tell someone off face to face. I really do feel like Emma now... But she did hurt someone, will I ever gain that kind of courage? This will be done soon enough. No doubt. If only eyes could speak I wouldn't have to say a thing. Drawing class tomorrow 3 hours, 4 hours I ain't sure. Can't wait, but kinda lazy at the same time. I like to draw but I don't like to draw at the same time. "There's always a formula to drawing" - someone.

Please, if you weren't born to draw you just can't. Gonna get an early start with assignments tomorrow. Not gonna procrastinate anymore. 7 songs to memorize... Oh man. This is so overwhelming... Wait! I gotta reframe all of this now. Nah, not now. I just wanna drown in negativity right now. Just right now at this moment. Is there such thing as pre-ageing depression. Haha. I'm suffering from that today. Me and my made up sicknesses.