Will i make any different if I say I like you now? Will you stop liking her, and start liking me instead? What if, Could be, Will Be are so over rated now.

Not saying "I Love You" first doesn't mean you're much more powerful, it just means that you're afraid. - Mark

"JUST TAKE A LEAP OF FAITH"

and you'll just realizes that taking risks and chances aren't that bad sometime. Because the worst thing to do is to be afraid of making mistakes. I'm tired of waiting. So I'm gonna do something about it. Stop sitting around and start doing stuff.

10. Why Didn't Just Walk Away? Oh Right, Because I'm An Idiot.

Lately my mum have been accusing me of not wearing dresses. I told her I do wear them, I love wearing them rather than wearing Jeans. It's just I've worn my dresses to many time. I need new dresses. Right now I'm gonna save up for an awesome keyboard and a guitar. Maybe I could ask for the keyboard and just save up for the Guitar. Whichever way, I do want both of them by the end of the year. Oh I still do need a laptop too. I'll save for that too. I want an Awesome Birthday Party this year. I'm turning 18 in a 1 month+. Now I just gotta save money for catering and a place. I've got decorations and I've got the perfect dress lined up.

Ok so here's the list:
- Keyboard
- Guitar
- Drum lessons
- Awesome Birthday Party
- that's it

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ABEL!!! If I'm not wrong he is the third important person from my past. Why? There's lots of answer to that question.

Shaf's Birthday is tomorrow.

I have a love hate relationship with the rain. Hate it that I can't go out when it's raining, but I love how it makes my feet cold, the smell of wet grass and how everything sparkles after.

I have a hidden talent. It's

Remember, when we used to share songs together? You sent me a song that you thought was new. The fact was, I already knew that song for a long time. I wrote some of the lyrics on FB. The very next day, I saw your name in my inbox saying that you commented on it. At that very moment, I felt like the most luckiest girl in the whole world having your attention.
Now, we are two individuals leading our own lives.

Ps. I still have the song in my mp3 I listen to it every day.

Before I go to bed I set my alarm. When it rings I never wake up, cause I've been having AWESOME dreams!!!

SHIT!!! There's a song in my head, but I don't know what's the title. I know it has the word cigarette in it. And the song is by A Rocket To The Moon.

He can kill with a smile, he can wound with his eyes. He can ruin your faith with his casual lies. And he only reveals what he wants you to see. He hides like a child, But he's always a man to me. H can lead you to love, he can take you or leave you. He can ask for the truth but he'll never believe you. And he'll take what you gave him, as long as it's free.

It was suppose to be done. No more. Oh SHIT! I'm tearing up. NOOO... This is not how it's suppose to happen.

If someone ask you, to choose between relieving one perfect day again and again and living life with no perfect days, which would you choose?

Can I get a pet? A cat, a guinea pig, a rabbit of a dog... Just kidding bout the last choice. But really I would not really mind. I want a cat that is either all white or all black, like the one in BOLT. I want my guinea pig to be with gold fur. The rabbit should not have red eyes, and should have Brown Fur a very deep brown hue fur. I don't wanna be too lonely at home. SHAKER FRIES!!!!

I wanna post in Malay. I just realize that it's impossible for now. I can't really speak malay that fluently nowadays. I always need help translating words with the help from Awesome Khai. He makes me laugh non-stop. He's my awesome brother.

Walking around TOWN, in a bathrobe, shower cap and a face mask on, TRY THAT FOR SOMETHING NEW!!!

In the end the words won't matter
Cause in the end nothing stays the same
And in the end dreams just scatter and fall like rain - Matt Nathanson (All We Are)

No more Texts. No more Calls. No more You. No point waiting. No more Wasting. You're gone. We're gone. I'm gone. All of us are gone. And nothing happens. And everyone's suffocating from the stillness. So is this really Goodbye? Or is it just the beginning of something even bigger? If this really is Goodbye, am I suppose to Let Go? But why is letting go such a hard thing to do?

Come up to meet you, tell you I'm sorry. You don't know how lovely you are. I had to find you, tell you I need you. Tell you I set you apart. Tell me your secrets and ask me your questions. Let's go back to the start. Running in circles, coming up tails. Heads on a science apart. Nobody said it was easy. It's such a shame for us to part. No one ever said it would be this hard. Take me back to the start.

Now there is much more movement with every swish. It's very fun to swish it every single time.

Gosh somehow my little sister remind me of a little, of me, not telling anyone where I go and come home a little late always making people worried. Oh wait!! That's not me. Haha. Ok so yes, I'm freaking out here. WHERE IS SHE??? I need to use the restroom so much but i can't. :( What if she comes home suddenly??? Urghhh.... Small kids, killing me slowly inside.

I wanna be that girl you run to first spilling all your secrets too. I wanna be that girl you share your last waffle with. I wanna be that girl you wouldn't mind being yourself with. I wanna be that girl you hug and it actually means something. I wanna be that girl you call when things turns upside down. And I wanna be that girl who actually means something in your life.

We all want something, sometimes we know we can't get it. But that inch of hope in us never let us stop dreaming and believing that it might happen one day.

Don't worry, I'm not going under the knife, I'm going under the scissors instead. I'm gonna chop them off tomorrow, How fun would this be. Thought of making them straight, but nah, I'm afraid I'll miss them too much. Come on mum, it's just off the curb, just a teeny weeny mistake. We all make mistakes you know. It was kinda scary though. Note to self: before going look where my feet are, make sure they are not on the accelerator.

Kinda a whole week not blogging, I'm back rawr!!!

No pictures, no phrases, no ways to exhibit how I'm feelin'. If I say, everything will be on the line. I just hope you hear my silence, cause I hear yours.

I want the boots, the cute shorts and those pink tights for this weekend... "Mummy... You said you were gonna get them for me?"

More basics, more colors, more of every single thing

My school looked interesting. Super rundown, I won't lie about that, but still interesting. Can't wait for school to start. I didn't know it cost $20 to enter. Where am I gonna find the money???

Mum spent $91.75 at Body Shop. Hahaha. Guilty much... HAVE YOU TRIED THE NEW HOT AND SPICY SHAKER FRIES? IT'S DELICIOUS.

Orientation tomorrow!!! Uniforms, photo taking, new friends... Wait, how do I make new friends? Urg... I'm not really a big fan of making new friends, sharing infos and stuff. OK, I'm not gonna be shy at all. BE BOLD, BE BRAVE! RAWR! GET IN GET OUT!

p.s, my mum's coming along. I feel like such a noob.

Want drama in your life. I got 1 easy step. Make friends with my Brother's friend, instant drama, just like Polaroid photos.

I want:
- to make a Tie-Dye Shirt
- go out with Cheryl Goh
- Dr. Martens or Steve Madden Boots
- be DISCOVERED


Take Me Away -Lifehouse