I did it a few hours ago. And I'm saying that I'm proud of it.

Made a new friend today. He was nice, not bad looking and was pretty sweet. He reminded me of someone I wasn't a fan of. But I didn't say I didn't like him. He was funny no doubt. I had to work with him. So differences aside, eyes on the prize and continued working with him. At first when I saw him the first thing was "talk English, don't talk Malay!" so when I talked to him he replied in Malay and I was like, "Urm... Ok." (To myself) Bad move kid I should have just spoken in Malay.

The job was embarrassing no question asked on that. On a plus side my acting skills boost up. So Woo Hoo!! on that. Three groups all different reactions. They were all nice people, strangers to be exact. The second and last group were awesome. Yes people, axe oil does work to wake people up. They offered food, and it was yummy...

ps. Someone have a vid of what I did and it's not me.

Sum up today:

PRANK + NEW FRIEND + PEOPLE ASK FOR NUMBER + MET WEIRD PEOPLE + PHOTOSHOOT + ACTING + FOOD = AWESOME DAY

Sometimes letting go ain't as bad as parents think they might be. We are growing, learning new things every second. Let us go and we might be able to learn something that we might not learn when you hold us. Sometimes, you hold us too tight that we're unable to squirm. So, let us go ,to make mistakes and learn them on our own. We will be ok. So don't worry to much and LET US GO.

Apparently I tried saving a life and someone shot me with an arrow. I managed to dodge two arrows, but I got hit in my collarbone form the last one. I was wearing a blue white blazer. My dad is a scientist, save the world kind. Some guy came over to my house to take his latest invention and i tried to help. But the guy was too good. He had special ways to shot an arrow. Darn it. I hate getting hit. The world was like daybreakers mix with resident evil. All dark with danger at every corner. My parent's put me into this house full of teenagers. Nearly everyone was there. There were kittens, cats, warthogs, chinese ghosts and waffles handphones. The warthogs were white and black how weird. My parents were covered with weapons all over them, and they were dressed in all black. Well sadly, it was all a dream.

Chest feels so tight just letting out one small tiny breath. I hate being unwell. Especially at night, when it comes oh so cunningly. Never know when you might get hit and the next thing, nose goes all blocked, sneezing and coughing. Head start spinning and the once motionless room begun to move faster with every step you make. All in one. Killing us slowly in the cold night. I need a remedy fast. Two years of not falling sick and I get the worst this year. Better start with the routine of eating lots of sweets again. Yup that's right sweets are my remedy. Better stock up and not anyone know.

Remember when you were younger, everyone told you that you could do anything you wanted, nothing and no one could stop you from doing anything you wanted to. I remembered twirling, flowing, in those perfect dancing shoes every day at home, thinking that this was it, this was what I wanna be when I grew up. It didn't mattered how you danced or the the way you moved, nothing was gonna stop you. Then you started to grow, and the things you once knew so well and loved so much started to fade as new things came in. Compliments turned to remarks no one ever wanted to hear. So you close the only thing that made you happy so that you could make others happy. After years flew by, you want to try again but just ain't to sure bout it. Even the people closest to you don't even know. Well I just let mine out nothing really happened but I'm just glad someone else knows about it too.

Music: Stuttering - The Friday Night Boys

I need to get the perfect hi top, mid cut shoe. Any idea where I could get one? I want it chunky with lots of colours. Bright colours. Something eye-catching, attention grabbing shoe. Or should I just play safe with a normal plain black, one colour. Searching for that perfect one is gonna need lots of time and patience. The thing I know is that the perfect shoes is gonna give me awesome courage and confidant to face challenges.

I'm giving you my attention for so long but you just never realize it. Looking at you but still nothing happens.

I ain't to sure bout the last quiz Haha...

He likes her and she likes him. Why can't they just see that. It so pissing to see that but they aren't doing anything to it. They are meant to be together. Just like peanut butter and jelly. Oh wait, if the relationship need to work it can't be peanut butter. What mixes perfectly? Oh, Nachos and cheese. They are a perfect combination. Or milk and cereal. Wait are they lactose intolerant? What the hell. I don't care. They can be any combination they want to be. I'm not gonna stand there hoping anymore.

Sigh*
But I can't stop. I don't even know what will help anymore. I don't even know how to hold it in anymore. I need to let go, but what if's are always there :(

P.S: I feel like eating nachos and cheese now. Yum! Cheese (dreaming)

HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYONE!!!

Currently my comp has just broken down, that is why I've not been updating anywhere, not here, myhappyeverafter.bs, Facebook of even on twitter. Twitter has been pretty weird lately. No matter how many time I try updating, it's just never comes up. Hey I'm updating at last, Thanks to my awesome friend Shafiqah. Woo Hoo!!! Woke up at 5.30 just to boroow her laptop. There is so many thigns that I wanna do but I don't think I have that much time. I'm so hungry right now, no doubt. Apparently everything is breaking down when the new year has just begun. Guess they all want to be brand new, or feel brand new. So many new songs to listen too, arh... SO MANY THINGS!New year, new beginning. School has just started and I'm not in it. It feels so weird to be at home and see people rushing to school. I miss that feeling of going to school on the very first day. Scared, nervous and the anxiety of trying out new things.

Spent the first few moments of the year 2010 with awesome friends. That means that this year is gonna be great, acheiving new things and move to greater heights. Meeting new people along the way.

That's it for now. Till next time.