Hey everyone,
Shaks here again. It's so weird starting out like this but I just wanna have a different tune for this post. Haha... No idea why. Just felt like it. The past week has been a great learning journey for me. I managed to take some time off from dramas and my daily routines... I taken time for my own and spent quality time with my dear family. I Love, love all of them very dearly. I did spent lots of time with friends too. Glad I was able to catch up with every single one of them kind of. For the friends that I have yet to catch up I'm am really sorry, I'll try to catch up you very soon. What I have been doing this past week? Baking Kueh Raya, reading a new book "BLOOM - Elizabeth Scott" awesome book. I have yet to read 3 other books in my bag that I've just borrowed.
While spending time on my own, I managed to think, re-think and reflect what has been going on. I know sounds boring right. It was at first but it seems fun after awhile. Making me smile every time. Why? Beacuse I've come out new ways every time on how to deal with DRAMA. Now the only thing is weather or not I should put them into action. Should I???
School starting on Monday, daily routines will start to begin and everything will be a mess later. Found out now, school days are going to end at 4pm like mostly every single day. Love it but at the same time I hate it. Is it possible? I guess so. :D
I had fun in school last night. Celebrating the sec 4 and 5 farewell. It was not that nice but they did try. Kuddos for the. Yesterday was pretty much embarrassing, I couldn't say anything to my squad. I was tongue-tied and nothing could be said at all. How sad was that? Humongous I would say. They all look pretty sad too. I am so sorry from the pits of my heart. Thank you Lin Dian so much for being there with me. I can always count on you. Hugs and kisses to my dear Bapok/ Girlfriend. Haha. I'll get you more eclairs next time and we'll eat it till we can eat no more.
Right now, how am I doing? Not so good I can say. Not really looking forward to school.There is gonna be so much drama drifting around I'm just afraid I won't be able to handle it. The only thing that matters to me right now are my family and my awesome friends who never fails to keep me smiling all the way. I'll try my best to make you proud. And to some who keeps on making the same mistake over and over again, I'm not sure if I am able to forgive you again and again, I'll try my best I won't lie, but it's not gonna be that easy anymore, because I'm just tired of everything.
Rawr I'm Shakilah. People call me Shak. I turn a year older on 14 May. I am covered in FRECKLES. I love SWEETS they are like my small little version of happiness. I love to act but I'm just a little good at it.