I miss you so much... Seriously. Why aren't you ever there? Where did you go? I've been so alone for so long that I 'm not sure. I guess I got so use for you not being there anymore. I want to stop worrying about you but I never can. You mean so much to me. Whenever I say something, you say that you hate it. I'm just trying to help, but it seems that you just don't want it. You say that I am your bestfriend but you never tell me anything that is happening in your life. I really want to know what is happening and if I can help, I really don't mind. You mean so much and I never want to lose you ever. I'm trying so hard to reach out to you but somehow you always trying hard to push me away instead. I'm always here for you if you didn't know. Please, Please tell me how are you doing, just tell that i don't need to worry anymore, cause it hurts not anything about you and the next i found from someone else instead.
I really miss you...