1, 2, 1, 2, 3, 4

Give me more lovin' than I've ever had
Make it all better when I'm feelin' sad
Tell me that I'm special even when I know I'm not

Make me feel good when I hurt so bad
Barely gettin' mad, I'm so glad I found you
I love bein' around you
You make it easy, it's easy as 1, 2, 1, 2, 3, 4

There's only 1 thing
2 do
3 words
4 you
I love you
There's only 1 way
2 say
Those 3 words and
that's what I'll do,
I love you

Give me more lovin' from the very start
Piece me back together when I fall apart
Tell me things you never even tell your closest friends

Make me feel good when I hurt so bad
Best that I've had, I'm so glad that I found you
I love bein' around you
You make it easy, it's easy as 1, 2, 1, 2, 3, 4

There's only 1 thing
2 do
3 words
4 you
I love you
There's only 1 way
2 say
Those 3 words and that's what I'll do,
I love you
I love you

You make it easy, it's easy as 1, 2, 1, 2, 3, 4

There's only 1 thing 2 do
3 words 4 you I love you
There's only 1 way 2 say
Those 3 words and that's what I'll do,
I love you
I love you

1, 2, 3, 4
I love you
I love you

Dedicated to all my friends and family... I LOVE YOU!!! Hahahaha

Miss watching 90210 so much. Watched the newest episodes and OMG it was so great. It was amazing. Seriously. Episodes 13 and 14. I need to know what is going to happen to Ethan, I hope nothing bad is going to happen. Anne needs him so much. Navid should be by Audriana side now that she is facing so much in her life. Dixon and Silver broke up but the drama between both of them look so adorable. Naomi made a good choice, staying in a hotel instead of staying with her dad. She is so independent, I wish i could be like her. So sure of herself and never be afraid facing whatever that is thrown to her.

Ate macs in the afternoon for lunch with Shaf, Sardine and Danya. Haha they were so cute. Danya you poor thing. Wished I could help you just now lol.... Hope you enjoyed the burger. I'm sad that i could not spend more time with them, I barely go out with them and I have to go home early. Anyways had a great time with all you guys.

P.S: I'm still thinking of you...

This is the first time both SEc 5 classes won the CNY banner competition. 5A1 got 2nd place and 5A2 GOT 1ST. We are the best. So don't mess with us.

Had a great time in school celebrating Chinese New Year especially during the concert. Sat with Lisha and Sardine was beside me to. We were playing through out the whole performance. And we all went crazy. When I reached school i acted a bit high. I was so tired that I couldn't walk properly.

Now I'm officially known as SHAK BASS. This is all for the people that knows what I'm actually talking about here. Bass is the last name of CHUCK BASS in Gossip Girl. The sex crazy guy. I didn't want to be called that but my friends when crazy and could not stop calling me by that name and Ash was the one who was suppose to CHUCK. You guys are so mean. Hahaha. Lol. Whatever it is my name is Shak. There is no Bass at the back. Remember people.

Just watched Nick and Norah'2 infinite playlist and it was an awesome movie. Seriously. High school student Nick O'Leary, member of the Queercore band The Jerk Offs, meets college-bound Norah Silverberg and she asks him to be her boyfriend for five minutes. But as the movie goes on she found out more about the boy that she has been collecting his music albums. A night of searching for the band "Where's Fluffy" will end up with one of these girls winning Nick's love. To know more about the movie go and watch it. It is an awesome show and I would recommend it to anyone. The lead actor and actresses were great and you might even fall for Michael Cera the lead actor because of his sweetnss and adorableness.

Haha!!! I'm gonna change to LJ soon. Boo Hoo. But seriously i don't know how to use it. Haha!!

Thank you so much Ash for getting me addicted to Gossip Girl. That is like the only thing in my mind right now to do, but it's so irritating not having the time to watch it. I need to know what is going to happen in the show asap. Please tell me major. I need to know or I'll just die. Just kidding.

I'm getting the hang of maths little by little soon it is gonna be understooded by me. So easily. (My hair is so stiff right now, it's so irritating, I've just washed it.)

SMILE, SMILE, SMILE, SMILE, SMILE, SMILE, SMILE, SMILE, SMILE,SMILE, SMILE, SMILE, SMILE, SMILE, SMILE,SMILE, SMILE, SMILE, SMILE, SMILE, SMILE, SMILE.
(Tryna be positive.)

Got to know that my Flag Day is gonna be at Raffles Place. Can't wait. We are so gonna collect lots of money for the school lunch box. Just wait.

I'm making a LJ soon. Watch out for more updates.

I was sitting beside the window feeling the harsh winds sweep onto my skin. Every blow of the cold wind remind me of the good old days, that i wished I was in right now.

Remember the promise that we made to each other in Secondary 2 before moving up to Secondary 3? We promised that we will always be together no matter whatever happens. Being there for each other every single day after school. Remember? We agreed to the decision that we made. But somehow that promise is fading away slowly now. Never thought that it was going to happen, this soon. We seem to be close, but very distant at the same time. A gap grew between us and it keeps on getting bigger and bigger filled with all of our differences, never sure how to make it small again. Just standing side by side don't seem so comfortable like it use to be. Is it just me?? I'm never sure of that. I miss our witty banter, I miss hearing your laughter, I miss hanging out with together, I miss the stupidity, I miss our inside jokes and most of all, I MISS YOU GUYS....

At last I have done with my food and nutrition task analysis. There was so much to type but I have done it. A sense of accomplishment. YAY!! Now there is only a malay composition to get done with.

Yesterday I stayed at home the whole day wishing that I could jump onto a bike and feel the wind brushing through my head. It was sunny. I ended up locking myself in my room reading to novels. It was nice I love all of them. I can't actually believe that I actually read all of them, but i did haha.. Happy, happy me.

Last Friday training was fun. Two words. "Love It". School was not as equally as fun but what the heck, the training made my day. :) Can't wait for the next training. Next week there will be no training due to the CNY concert and blessing of the community. I volunteered myself as I wanted to make something out this last year. I got a great English project to do. The Holocaust. About Adolf Hitler killing all the Jews at a point in time. Can't wait to get started doing it with my group mates. We are going to have a great time doing it. As a leader I promise that.

There is gonna be a live chat with the Jonas Brothers tomorrow. Sadly I can't see. There will always be next time...

*Sigh

I don't know. Haiz. I hate feeling like this. I don't even know what kind of feeling I am feeling. Seriously I'm so confuse right now. I don't know where to go, I don't know where am i suppose to go. I don't want to feel like this. Somehow I feel like everything is crumbling down. Being alone again, sitting here. I guess I still have to work on that part of my resolution. "Not being lonely". Be positive. Be positive. Think just that.

I'm going to make a pledge to myself. So here it goes:

Yup, school is out today. I have accomplished my Commonwealth Essay with 1543 words. I'm so proud with myself. The only problem is that I still have not printed it out and it is needed to be printed asap. I've done my book review also it was so cool. I bought paper fasteners so that it could look very cool when i hand it in to my English Teacher. Can't wait for her to say "This is called standard" Now the only thing i need to do is my Malay book review and find out which Maths questions that I don't know to ask my Maths teacher tomorrow morning.

On Monday while sitting in class studying, I nearly cried. Why? You may ask? Well because when I see all my friend understand what my maths teacher was going through and I didn't understood any thing, I just felt so alone, so left out. Tears was already welled up in my eyes but I didn't want to attract any attention that I just look down on my paper not knowing anything. I'm trying so hard to understand but nothing stays in my head at all. And everything also seems so foreign. I'm having Maths tuition tomorrow morning, Thanks alot maths teacher, you really are going to be a great help.

There was no school today I thought of going out. I don't know relax mybe. Everything has been so hectic lately and I just wanted to unwind but no one was free. So I went alone, myself, just me. Bought a mag as I needed to use my money badly, retail therapy. It helped a bit. But I kinda lost tracked of time and came to fetch my sis later than I was supposed to. Sorry sweetheart didn't mean to.

No more playing?! You gotta be kidding me... ya well there is not gonna be much play like before but there will still be a little play. I need it.

p.s I was shocked when I saw Shah Rukh Khan attending the 66th annual golden globes. He really do speak good English.

I don't know where to start. I mean I have training like, every single day this week. Homework has also been piling up this past few days. I'm trying so hard to work hard, but sometimes it just seems impossible when it is actually not. I just have to push myself more if I want to achieve this year resolutions.

School was hilariously funny during Maths lesson. I mean the whole class and my Maths teacher was talking random stuff, that we were not suppose to actually talk about. But my maths teacher was so open that he/she actually told us everything and explained to us. Seriously it's not a topic that is suppose to be discuss in the classroom. I was laughing the whole of maths lesson, that we lost track of time and we didn't get to finish the question that we were suppose to learn. I wish all Maths lesson were like that...

What are the homework that I have???

1. Commonwealth Essay (1400-1700 words to be done)
   
2. Chemistry Paper (Everyone say that it is so impossible to do it)
   
3. English Book Review (will be doing soon)
   
4. Malay Story Review (will be doing it soon)
   
5. Maths Practice (I'm sure I can do it)
   
6. English Summary (Half way done, soon to be done)

Yeah. So that's it. I'm going to try my best to finish ever one of them by this weekend. I'm going to try. Yes I'm going to promise myself that I am going to try to finish every one of them. No matter how hard it is going to be.

There will be Np session next Tuesday and Saturday. We are going to be collecting newspaper around Sengkang neighborhood. I hope it will be fun but I just hope I won't be knocking on a door of someone I know. HAHA...

Tomorrow is CCA Fair and I'm a wee bit nervous. The before stage jitters. I guess. I better not worry too much or else it will go up to my head and it will be harder. I'm going to calm myself down and just tell myself that I'm going to be the best tomorrow, being positive always help. All my readers who are reading this please keep me in your prayers so that I won't screw up tomorrow. Thank You.

Like the title, it is so true. My homework is piling so much that I don't even know if I can handle it. Everything is going so fast. I have maths one-on-one tuition with my maths teacher. CCA Fair is making me so tired already. I have to meet her every Thursday and Friday in the morning. Looks like I'll have to start coming early to school. Geog was boring, crazily boring. I got a review to be handed in tomorrow. So I'll better say goodbye for now. Till tomorrow.

Yup. It is only the second day of school and homework are already piling up like no one business. Np stuff, fancy drill. English compo, malay compo, maths and chemistry paper. I don't mind them giving me work to do but why must they give me things that i can barely do. Seriously. Are they actually out to drown me with stuff that I can barely do. I'm so beat up right now. The teachers in school keep on repeating bout O levels that they are starting to scare me really. The Olevels coursework a will be given out this Monday. So fast. Why?Not forgetting, I'm still having training tomorrow. Boo Hoo... I'll just be strong until after the end of this week.

Came home tried to do the malay compo. Managed a bit but then got stuck, I'm gonna continue it tomorrow. Chatted with Jai, Hanie and Khai. Jai kept on asking bout Np stuff, Hanie well... the usual stuff and Khai... he was being nice, he gave me lots of advice and he even offered to help with some of my homework but i pushed the offer away as he was also busy with his own stuff. Better not trouble other people with our own problems. Thanks Khai for being so concern... And not forgetting... I'll pray for you that you'll pass your O levels with flying colors that you get into the course that you had in mind.

First day of school was quite fun I have to admit. I took the same bus as Asiqah and Lisha on the way to school. I was suppose to meet Shafiqah at my school bus stop but I guess I was late and she went to the hall without me. Hahaha... It was my fault anyways.

During assembly, found out that my form teacher and co-tutor was gonna be scary teachers. Well not really. I thought they were scary at first, but when I got to know them much more in class, I realized that they were actually fine teachers, but it's actually to early to say that. Form teacher was going on and on bout O's and it was pretty scary as it was something that I was going to have to work hard to go somewhere good. Co-tutor was talking about how we sec 4's were suppose to behave and blah, blah and more blah..... But I did like one thing that she said. The rainbow effect, I could never do it but it is going to be so different this year. The rainbow effect is actually just smiling after something bad happens to one self. Something like that, I can't actually remember the exact words but I know it perfectly in my head but no idea how to put it in words.

After school I had cca. Yeah I know what's everyone thinking cca, on the first day of school, yeah same reaction but it was fun during cca. I mean I'm going to be involve in the fancy drill during the cca fair next Saturday. I can't wait. It's been such a long time since I've been on stage with a group of great people. I just can't wait. And I actually didn't believed that I was so involve, so enthusiastic during yesterday training. It actually feels good... In a weird way.

Met my mum at compass point after cca. I borrowed some books, and I read one last night. The book is called "First kiss(and tell)". It was interesting and a bit hilarious at the same time. There was a night market there too. I had been craving for cotton candy for so long that I walked quite through the market just to find cotton candy, I bought 5. Haha... Oh ya... I saw Yassin from Bartley Sec npcc, my group mate for sec 2 ATC. He was working at the reception desk at cp. Saw Irina at Fashion. Lab too. She's working there.

This is going to be my last year in high school or secondary school. On one hand I want to leave it all but on the other hand I don't, I just want to hold everything tight and never let it go. But I know that will never ever happen so I made myself a plan. 1) Cherish every single moment. 2) Make every moment worth not losing. 3) Try loving Maths. 4) Make everything last. And 5) Make a grand exit where people will remember me as "Ohh... That girl, was great. I really enjoyed teaching her." and all other cool stuff. Hahaha... I hope it will happen. So that is all for now. I know it is a long post but I just didn't want to forget anything on my first day of my last year in school. :)

Today is the last year to wake up late.... Happy New Year Everyone!!! I WOULD LIKE TO WELCOME THE YEAR 2009 WITH OPEN ARMS!!! To all my family, friends and teachers I would like to Thank everyone for a great 2008 and I hope that everyone will continue to motivate me this year to achieve my full potential. This year it's going to be much more hectic as I'll be sitting for major exams that will be ensuring my future. Just saying this is making me afraid to face the new year but I'll be facing the new year with determination and courage. I'm going to try to face ll my fears this wonderful year. I'm going to learn how to, not focus on my negatives and instead accentuate my positives. My new year resolutions are.....

• Doing better in school.
• Be a better person for both my family and friends.
  
• Be committed in whatever I'll be doing.
• Put the past in the past.
• Stay healthy.
• Fall in love. (Mybe, hahaha)
  
• Have a great 2009.