Tomorrow is the release of my "N" level results... Saying that I'm freaking out, well not really. It's weird, but I guess I'll just have to face the music tomorrow, and everyone has to take their own dose of medicine I guess. I've been waiting for like 2 months for the results to come out and now when the time has nearly come, I wished it could be much, much later. I'm scared yeah... Who isn't... There is a small voice in my head saying "You can't do it", "What are you going to do after you fail? There is nothing that you can do." It's scary when the little small voice actually takes over you and you actually start to believe everything.