Jump for Joy!!! Malay oral, is at last
over and
done. No more. Sooo
happy, damn
happy. At last the day that I've been afraid of, has gone past. No more worries about oral as it's all done, and nothing is going to change the past. So on the way to the destination, ash, sad, farida, asiqah, lisha and me was so noisy in the bus all trough out the journey. We made fun of everything, actually most of the things that caught our eye. But Asiqah and me was the one actually who kept on laughing and laughing. Well that was the only thing that could make us smile, and a little less worried about the oral. When we reach the school we were kinda lost, didn't know where to go. Then the helpful security guard help us. Thank you sir... Hahaha so formal. Sitting at the waiting area was kinda scary. One by one leaving going up to the invigilators for our turn. When I was the only one, it was kinda scary at first then I realize that there was nothing to be afraid of. Then I stop to panicked and I can say that I did pretty well. Not to be modest. Not too bad. Ok the oral is done, lets jump to something else instead.
So while I was sitting in the hall, waiting for my turn to come, my mind wandered. Those things that I put on the previous post. That was what I was wondering, is it true? all of those things? I didn't know that it would actually cross my mind at that moment in time. But it just did. I hated those feelings. I really do. No one one actually sees you. Sees me. It hurts, a lot. Just if it were all untrue wouldn't it just be great? Well at this moment it just seems, just so...
Impossible to achieve.