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WORST DAY OF SCHOOL
Thursday, July 31, 2008 @ 7:11 pm
Skul was not one of those great days that I like to brag about.
This was what happened. The day started out fine until Maths lesson.

Our teacher was filled with wrath when she entered the class. She was not at the best of mood at all. She talked to us about Monday lesson, the day she did not came to class. The class had to do a mock paper for that. So a teacher-aide came into class to supervise. The worst of things happened, my class is known for our attitude and behavior towards all the teachers that teach our class and all the teacher-aide that comes in to help. We somehow always manage to chase our teacher out of the class somehow. So forget about that. When we were doing the paper we were not suppose to talk, but we did. All of us did. Some were much rude to her. Our teacher found out about it, so that was why we were given a lecture about respecting people no matter who they are where they come from. We also did get a earful of scoldings. I can't believe that we actually made her so disappointed. She asked all the people who talked to stand. All of us were afraid at first then one of my classmate rose up from her seat admitting her mistake. I did the same too. I didn't want to think about it again, so yeah I got scolded for talking during the test. After me and my classmate rose the others did the same too. I rather be truthful then keeping on lying. Our teacher said that she actually didn't know about the rest of the class were making noise, one of my classmate was the one who told her that she was not the only one in class who made noise and that everyone of us made noise too. That was why. Some didn't admit to their mistakes i guess. No guts most likely. So that was what happened. I regretted doing that, now the consequences are that she has no more respect towards my class but i really hope that she would never give up on us. I know we made our mistake that was why we admitted to it. The way she looked at me in class, that disappointment look in her eyes, I can never forget. I guess the only that I'm able to say is that I'm SORRY.


Not forgetting tomorrow is malay oral for prelims.
Next week prelims is going to start already.
Paper 1 english and malay.
Not to sure what after that.
Oh yah!! It's Social Studies.
That all for now, need to get down and serious
I really need to study right now. No more playing\
Tomorrow gonna study with Sad and Danya.
Can't wait.
Not forgetting hope mom will fetch little sister home from school tomorrow. I'm really am lazy tomorrow.
Wednesday, July 30, 2008 @ 7:57 pm
Hah, school was F.U.N today. Especially during Lit. Mrs. Ramz was haha, hilarious. I was like freaky, freaky fresh, and she was like what? you ok or not? then i was like raise the roof...

After school was the highlight of today. Me and shaf sat in the cafe, we talked and talked and talked. Then shaf said that Sardine was cmg, we were laughing and laughing. So sardine came up to the cafe with ash, farida and manpreet. I bought ice milo, shaf bought chicken pie and ice milo too. We talked and laughed non-stop. What we talked about? We talked about the weird dreams that we had or were having. Shaf's dream i have to admit, was damn, damn, crazy. Then nabs joined us again. After talk, and talk, and after talk some more, we had to bounce. We all took the same bus home. Really had a great time hanging out with them. So right now i guess I gotta study. Oh I hate ss so much. But what can i do?? I need to make peace with my ss book right now. Abd tomorrow I gotta stay back in school for extra ss lesson. I hate it so much but here i am struggling to study again. Never mind the more i study and get those information in my head the higher the chances of me passing my freaking prelims and N-Level.

So Buh-Bye now. Till tomorrow.
Tuesday, July 29, 2008 @ 7:11 pm
Why do you keep on getting mad on the smallest of things??? I really don't understand? If you actually continue doing that you'll lost all the people close and all the people that cares for you. I don't know what to say anymore. I'll let you decide what you wanna do and how your gonna do it, your big enough to make the right decision. I'll be there for you only if you want me to, but if you keep on chasing me away then I'm really sorry.
Thursday, July 24, 2008 @ 4:33 pm
It's been some time now, since i update my blog. My computer at home has crashed so no computer for now. Boo Hoo.... Wat to do. So there have been lots of fun and interesting things that has happened for the past few days. I would really like to share but i just don't have time to type it all down. So next time mybe. I can't be sure when I'll update again. But i'll hope it will be very soon from now. Now I'm at Lisha house using the com. She lying on the bed, sleeping if i'm not wrong. Haha.... Tak per tidur ajer kkz. Alright then that's all for now. Till next time.

Not forgetting,
HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY
SELENA GOMEZ.
Friday, July 18, 2008 @ 8:35 pm
Everyone's facing problem, or even just facing does feelings that people are not really a fan of. I guess I'm really am not alone. I might be invisible but at least I get to do great things that makes me happy. I'm just so relieved that I'm not the only person facing this. Hey girlfriend if you need someone to talk to or just a listening ear, I'll be there for you no matter what happens. I can't give you answers that you want to hear, but I'll give you a chance to find those answers yourself. You know you can, just believe in yourself and listen to your heart. Sometimes we just have to accept other people flaws. It's hard to forgive the people that we have trusted so long or even the people that we got too close with, when they make mistakes, yeah I know. We might have forgive them but we will never forget those things right. Try your best. In the end no one's perfect.
For me it's a different story, I think. Or is it the same?


What do you guys think this is?? It's the tadpoles from the school pond.

The chocolate cream pie from... you guys guess right BURGER KING!!
AFTER SCHOOL LUNCH WITH MOM!!
Thursday, July 17, 2008 @ 6:59 pm
So today is official, I completed my coursework. Feel like a burden has just been taken away. No more coursework.

So afraid to tell the world what I've got to say? but what if I have this dream right inside of me?
Do you know what it's like, to feel so in the dark to dream about a light, where you're the shining star? even though it seems, like it's too far away? The only thing now, is I have to believe in myself as that is the only way.

I guess I just gotta scream until there's nothing left. Until my last breath, saying "Here I am, Hear I am!" I have to make them listen. As there's no way I'll be ignored, not anymore...

Wednesday, July 16, 2008 @ 4:43 pm
Jump for Joy!!! Malay oral, is at last over and done. No more. Sooo happy, damn happy. At last the day that I've been afraid of, has gone past. No more worries about oral as it's all done, and nothing is going to change the past. So on the way to the destination, ash, sad, farida, asiqah, lisha and me was so noisy in the bus all trough out the journey. We made fun of everything, actually most of the things that caught our eye. But Asiqah and me was the one actually who kept on laughing and laughing. Well that was the only thing that could make us smile, and a little less worried about the oral. When we reach the school we were kinda lost, didn't know where to go. Then the helpful security guard help us. Thank you sir... Hahaha so formal. Sitting at the waiting area was kinda scary. One by one leaving going up to the invigilators for our turn. When I was the only one, it was kinda scary at first then I realize that there was nothing to be afraid of. Then I stop to panicked and I can say that I did pretty well. Not to be modest. Not too bad. Ok the oral is done, lets jump to something else instead.

So while I was sitting in the hall, waiting for my turn to come, my mind wandered. Those things that I put on the previous post. That was what I was wondering, is it true? all of those things? I didn't know that it would actually cross my mind at that moment in time. But it just did. I hated those feelings. I really do. No one one actually sees you. Sees me. It hurts, a lot. Just if it were all untrue wouldn't it just be great? Well at this moment it just seems, just so...
Impossible to achieve.

I'm getting a new room
Tuesday, July 15, 2008 @ 6:01 pm
Hope he's not spraying my room. Right here it goes. I'm suppose to clean my room today, to take everything, as I'm changing rooms with my big brother. He bought spray cans and he wanted to spray my future room. I don't want that. I wanna paint it purple. He can really be in the ass, but what am i suppose to do he is my brother anyway, gonna have to live with it. He can be mean at times, but he could be nice at times too. He's not perfect, nor me too. Hope I'll get comfortable in my new future room soon. It's gonna be weird, but I'll try.

This gonna sound weird but sometime i do feel invisible. No one hears me cry, say, or talk. I just feel so invisible most of the times. I wanna someone to at least hear me sometimes. I'll just leave in invisibility for now.

Tomorrow is my Malay Oral shit. I' scared, Kinda. Ok, Ok till tomorrow.
Monday, July 14, 2008 @ 6:57 pm
I've been thinking bout this from the time i woke up, if i'm not wrong in the showers. I know this is not gonna be nice but I need everyone to know just right now really. I really need some of them to know. I made this blog to vent out my wrath or just anything, anytime. It's not really nice if i blog mean things, but... if the worst thing made the highlight of your day won't you wanna share it with everyone??? Well I do. Even though it's the ugliest thing ever, that's my problem that I'll have to face it myself. Everyone need somewhere, someplace, sometime to let their wrath run free sometimes, even though if it means hurting someone we love. We are still humans. No one's perfect. So why are some people making a big fuss about what i blog inside here. This is the only place i feel safe to let my wrath just run free. To be myself. So please I ask don't take this away from me...
Thursday, July 10, 2008 @ 7:27 pm
SWEET NIBBLETS!!!! I GOT FLU!!!! I'm searching for the person who's the one who got me infected. I hate the flu. I can't sleep, I lost my appetite, can't focus on my school work and worst of them all I'm leaking(I mean I'm having runny nose) hehe.... Boo Hoo... I wanna sleep at home and rest, but i got school to go to.

I really had a blast in school today. It was kinda cool in school. Well i could not really pay attention because of the flu, but who cares, I wanna study. So first was English, we did a summary of 2 articles and was done. Next was P.E, I was not suppose to do P.E today, but I still insisted to do. Cause if I seat at the corner I'll feel so left, and I hate that feeling. So we had to skip for 300 times and after that we played volleyball. When the bell rang, I was so happy, at last P.E has ended. Third was recess, my favourite subject of the whole day. Haha... Lame. I know... After recess was Maths. I had to seat alone, with no one to help me with Maths but I'm so fortunate because i could actually understand what she was teaching. Fifth was geog. Geog was the highlight of the whole day. It was quite funny. If you guys actually see my teacher face when she said "What hear you?" The whole class just burst out laughing. The teacher kept looking at me, it was kinda scary but she is my favourite teacher, so it's cool. There was something i forgot to mention. While we were waiting for our geog teacher to come into class, there was a big commotion outside class about a caterpillar that was on the garbage bin. It was gross. I heard. My classmate told me that it look as if it was crawling into my classroom, so she picked up the garbage bin and squashed it. Squashed it hard that it splattered. Ok enough of that. It just creep me out, BIG TIME. The last lesson was Chem, so I could no longer take, I just wanted to sleep but I endured until end of class. During chem like always we all did chemical equation. So end of school.

Afte school I had to stay back to correct my Food and Nutrition coursework. The burden is still there and i didn't manage to finish it. Looks like I have to do it later today. Stayed in the library from 2 till 4 no! almost 5 actually. Luckily my darling best friend was there to accompany me.
I love you Shaf. Thank You so much for accompanying me... So it was nearly 5 and I had to leave the library as it was gonna close for the day. Jolyn and me packed our stuff and tried to look for Mrs. Anguillia. We both walked the whole school tryna find her. At last we found her in the art room. Thanks alot for the afternoon exercise. Then meet Shaf at the bus stop. Oh ya forgot to add while searching for my teacher, met lisha and asiqah. Thanks alot guys for helping me search for Mrs. Anguillia. Love you guys lots too.

Tomorrow is gonna be a mystery, but what i know is that i'm going out wit Shaf for the night. Where?? Not to sure, but I know what we gonna do.
SHOPPING!!! Can't wait. So until tomorrow people.
Wednesday, July 09, 2008 @ 9:25 pm
I 'm bored. So the word for today is " jiggly wiggly" hahaha. That's all. I really got nothing to blog at the moment. Except that I'm going out with Lisha this Friday if I'm not wrong. You know why??? Because my school is gonna end at 12.15 pm this Friday. Woo Hoo.... I wanna go cotton on to buy the long sleeves tees like selena gomez. I need them. I want them badly. I saved enough money but I have no chance to buy it. I'm going to Suntec City outlet. Can't wait. So that is all that i am going to blog about.

Sometimes i wish,
I had a Kung Fu grip,
Never let him slip,
Away he be mine.
Tuesday, July 08, 2008 @ 5:57 pm
Phew.... At last my "N" level English oral is over. Now I don't have to think about it anymore. I'm just a little curious... I wonder, did i pass? or did i do badly?? Oh man that question has been playing over and over again. Done with oral now what happen the past few days...

I attended my cuzzin wedding at Simei Street 1. The wedding was under the block. The pelamin was really nice. Very modern. It looks as if you were sitting in the room. The colours was off-white and brown for my cuzzin place and it was blue and black at the girls place. It was quite grand. Okay I'm going and going on and i forgot. Congratulations Abg Izwan and Kak Marlina upon your marriage , I hope you guys will be happy forever together. I became the kendarat and i got $10, yay!! Now i almost got $50 i can buy the clothes i want, at last.
So i went to Hanie's house on the Friday, Saturday and Sunday. Onthe Sunday mom asked me if i wanted to buy anything... We all end up going to Tampinies Mall. I end up buying a pair of green heels at $12.95. It is really nice and pretty. I got the body shop "aqua lily" body mist, a blouse from mom and $10 from dad to but another blouse. So yeah i really had a great time during those 3 days. On youth day I had to come back to school to do F& n. Didn't get to finish it because I wanted to go nenek house. In the end datuk gave me $15 for no reason. I love you datuk.

Ok so that was what happen the pass few day. Now I will be mugging to finish up my F& N coursework. Boo Hoo... Anyways

If we were a movie
You'll be the right guys,
And i'll be the best friend,
That you'll fall in love with,
In the end,
Will be laughing,
Watching th sunset,
Fade to black,
show the names,
Play the happy song...
Saturday, July 05, 2008 @ 9:52 am
Here it goes first. I was so pissed of yesterday with somebody sooooo much. That person say that we were going shopping yesterday but end up buying baju kurong only. Damn pissed. Hallo that's not even called shopping, I was forced to buy the baju kurong. Shit lah. Spoil my day only. Then ask to buy shoes, and we ended up going to "cp" to buy "shoes" they want me to get a nice one. But "Hello you can't get nice shoes there!!!!" So yar that was the much that happen. Aini ask me to do a survey ok. I'll do it at least i get to pass some time.

who are you angry with now?
ans: not anyone at the moment.
did you cry lately?
ans: not that i remember of
if you have the chance to say sorry,to whom will you say it?
ans: I'm not to sure??
are you naughty or disobedient?
ans: naughty? i gotta say yes. disobedient? yar most of the time.
who do you miss right now?
ans: I can't really say it's kinda a secret
one word that you're fond right now?
ans: nibblets
what will happen tomorrow?
ans: just gonna attend my cuzzin's wedding. Boo Hoo...
any friends hate you?
ans: I'm not that sure about that, but if they do... I can't say anything.
That's their problem.
who do you hate now?
Can't say later kena scolding.
will you change for the better?
ans: Yeah, Of course. HELLO...
how much do you love someone?
ans: Too much hehehe... Just kidding.
any common things between you and your dad?
ans: oh yar he's anger management issues
name 20 friends that you love most,rating counted,
ans: 1) I'm
2) not
3) to
4) sure
5) how
6) much
7) I
8) love
9) them
10) because
11) I
12) love
13) them
14) all
15) equally
16) but
17) all
18) different
19) timing
20) .
now name 4 ppl to do this test:
Sepet
Nabs
Hanie
idk, anyone i guess...
Tuesday, July 01, 2008 @ 9:13 pm
I'll just make this post in a jiffy. So yar the whole day in skul i was damn tired. Yup that was the only thing that i can remember at the moment. Reach home mum told me that she was gonna bring me shopping this Friday I hope she keeps her word. I really wanna buy this long sleeve T-Shirt from Cotton On. I really do hope that i will be able to buy it. I was going trough the web i saw this cool Shoes and sunglasses, and i really wouldn't mind buying every single one of them.
I want them. All of them.













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