I had skul in the morning and i had ss, lit and chem. Had a mock exam and it was a killer. Tomorrow also got skul, and i heard alot of ppl are cmg late. Boo Hoo. Nanti kene duduk dekat kelas sorang-sorang. Lisha came late to skul but luckily she brought my belated b'day present and my file. What to say kan i left the file at SPH nasib ader orang yang boleh tolong amek kan. Thanks Lisha for taking for me The Lima autograph. I seen all the pics already and they are quite cute. Regret not staying yesterday haha... Anyways i wanna go cut my hair tomorrow after skul. Lisha is gonna follow me. Jangan tak ikut pulak. So that's all update again tomorrow...

Oh ya sunshine, why u never msg me today?? Hope ur ok... Talk to you soon sunshine :D

Why ever did i put my hope so high and let them end up crush into tiny pieces? It always happen to me. I hate it. Everybody make mistakes. Don't they ever know it. When we do a small mistake, just a small one. They make it as if it is the end of the world. They always says that it is our life, our future. So then why are they stopping all the things that i want to do. NPCC, KO, extra lessons in school. First they would say that what we are doing are good and the next thing that they would say that we are spending to much time on it but we actually rarely do such things. Why are they over protective over me. I'm a big kid now. I know what is right and what is wrong so why are they always bugging you to do the right things when i know that the things that i'm are doing are actually right. Why don't i ever have the right to chase the dreams that i want to when they say that we should chase our dreams in real life. Are they just words for show?? Or do they ever mean what they say?? That question has always been playing over and over again in head. But i guess thats life and we just gotta live it.

Boo Hoo... I was not there for the last day of kem obor so sad. Could not bond with all the juniors. Kemetot, Nad, Chef, Luqi and azlin came down. So long never meet them sey.... So today The Lima came but i had to leave before they came. I just gotta know them on Ria and thought i could actually meet them but nak buat aper kan dah tak ader jodoh. Hehehe... Ok i was there for a while only. As i had skul in the morning. Ok go back to the camp. When i reach the participants were all watching shutter. From outside the auditorium i could hear them scream like riding a roller coaster. Kak Nour was also ther and i bought 5 new badges from her. I want more, 5 is not enough. Hahaha... So i could not meet The Lima, so i was sad but i ask Lisha to take for me their autograph and their pics. Nasib ader orang yang boleh tolong.

I think sayang is bz today. Mybe later i call sayang to chit chat. Boring lah kalau tak berbual ngan sayang. Sayang always make my day. Sayang is the sunshine in my life. Hope you know that sayang.

So yup i went to Kem OBOR YESTERDAY AND THE DAY BEFORE. Made lots of new friends. Sab, Sol, Lutfi, Wawan, Khairul. i heard there was gonna be one more person coming today. The kem was not as happening as the previous year but it's ok. The first day of kem was fun i gotta say. So when we reach we did not know anybody there as sab and sol was there and we did not know each other. Then after we introduce we talk like there was no tomorrow. Then Khairul came the only one from his school. He was so quiet and shy. I was the first to introduce. Then all the while he sat alone away from all of us. At around 9++ Shaf and Sardine came. Then Sardine took out her exercise book and i started drawing. We played urm... Not too sure what's it called... But we had fun. So Khairul was standing at the end of the table and Shaf and Sardine ask him to play. I had to draw a picture and they have to guess what i was drawing. A few minutes later Sardine got bored of the game so we played Charade instead. Khairul was the first to start. And it was a blast he started first and we all started to laugh and laugh. Hahaha...

The next day, we went to Botanical Gardens. There we took pictures and met Nicholas Saputra. He was the cutest i say hahaha...

Spring cleaning just now in school. It was kinda fun i guess. So i got my phone back today in the morning. Hehehe... The principle came into class and talk to the 4NA students bout our mid-years marks and said that she was very disappointed. So she talk and talk and talk. And after the talk she was going to give a talk again to the whole school.

Can't wait for:
Learning journey tomorrow. Go science center. Yay!!!

Update more tomorrow. Need to do something, right now.

I came out on BERITA HARIAN!!!! Sooo cool. The picture of sardine and me was super big no one could actually miss it lah..... Haha It is on page 3. Wow! Narley! Skul was ok today. Nothing exciting actually happen lah.... But i love Lit i was saying stupid and dumb stuff bout "to kill a mocking bird" and Mrs. Ramz was so irritated by my comments. Sorry.... Juz couldn't resist to make fun. Hahaha. At last i finished the book SKETCHES. It's a very good book i wouldn't mind reading it again and again. Now I'm left with 3 more books to read. Can't wait to finish it all. Got scolded in class during Eng cause never pay up money for book but it's ok it was my fault anyways. Anyways that was what happen in skul.

After skul went to shaf hse to play with her new kittens. They were super cute lar... No doubt. I named one "munchkin" and it was the youngest among the rest. It was so adorable. So after that followed shaf go CP buy yao tiao for her granny to make rojak. Before that we went to survey the mp3 cause i really want one since my hp is not with me. It just feel so funny without any music in the morning. Yup very weird.

Really can't wait for Friday. Why??? Going to Science Center to see some exhibition. Not interested. But i just can't wait to go cause i wanna camwhore there. Many cool pictures can be taken there. Oh ya not forgetting i wanna go to the gift shop to get something. Not to sure what juz wanna get something. So tomorrow have to come to skul to clean the class so lazy but what to do still have to come. Then tomorrow there's gonna be a last assembly for the term. Worst. I hate it. She will keep on blabbering bout how we are suppose to behave during the holidays and stuff. Haiz....

Today was great!!!! My skul had animal day and i had a blast no lah actually it was ok only cause i was kinda boring at times. It was also a very tiring job finding grp mates here and there. Sooo tired lah... There was a horse there but i didn't had the chance to touch it, so sad. Boo hoo.... but at least i got the picture of the horse, enough already. My class booth was bout dogs Alicia bought her dog donut she was just so adorable hehehe... Then after walking around me my friends togetehr camwhore did not know what to do already. I had to blow a plastic full of balloons to give to the children. My cheeks hurt like no body business for your info. How can i forget.... I met Tukirman in skul he was trying to get picture for berita harian and looks like me and sadrina are going to be on berita harian yeah!!!! Hahaha.... Oh ya! I found out Diego little brother got a hamster and they call it baby hahaha So cute right.... Hey Diego! can't wait to see Baby. Hahaha... Lame? I know, I'm aware hahaha....

I added this nice song that was perfect. I love the song after i watch Narnia2:Prince Caspian. I just fell in love with the song... So here are the lyrics:

(It started out as a feeling
Which then grew into a hope
Which then turned into a quiet thought
Which then turned into a quiet word

And then that word grew louder and louder
'Til it was a battle cry

I'll come back
When you call me
No need to say goodbye

Just because everything's changing
Doesn't mean it's never
Been this way before

All you can do is try to know
Who your friends are
As you head off to the war

Pick a star on the dark horizon
And follow the light

You'll come back
When it's over
No need to say good bye

You'll come back
When it's over
No need to say good bye

Now we're back to the beginning
It's just a feeling and now one knows yet
But just because they can't feel it too
Doesn't mean that you have to forget

Let your memories grow stronger and stronger
'Til they're before your eyes

You'll come back
When they call you
No need to say good bye

You'll come back
When they call you
No need to say good bye

I found cool poem so i just thought i'll just share it here goes:

Yeah well stayed home all day long. Today and yesterday. Sorry Diego and Boots didn't mean to disappoint you guys. I'll make it up to you guys next time. I promise. Anyways there was nothing to do at home. Lay on the sofa watch Tv and Tv all day long. Kinda worried bout tomorrow. I still have not buy the things that are needed for tomorrow i just hope Lisha gets them all. Hope so, if not i'll just die tomorrow..... Haiz... Got lectured and hp got taken away. So peeps dun msg or call my phone. Juz call home. The drama on suria was super nice but kinda sad ending. Need to buy the CD. Th drama with Ziana zain in it. OMG!! My heads spinning right now. Better stop typing. Guess that's all readers thanks. Can't wait to help donate money to the conservation fund for the Singapore Zoological Gardens tomorrow, at least i could help save an animal or mybe even more. I'm gonna take a pic with a pony Yeah!!!!! Can't wait... Gonna write an article bout it. Then give Kak Yani. If lucky it could be published in Berita Harian. Me and Lisha are going to take as much pics tomorrow. And i'm gonna make a scrapbook bout it.

So wait for tomorrow for more updates....

Me, Mom, Dad and baby sis went JB yesterday to watch movies. So cool lah. We watched NARNIA 2: PRINCE CASPIAN. The movie was super nice. The actors are also getting handsome hahaha.... So after the show we all went jln2 for a while b4 going home. I saw this cool mickey mouse shoe, It was black wit green nice combination but so dad tak ader size. It was so damn cheap lah only RM46.95 if not it would be RM161.95. I was so sad no size. Always you know. Nak beli kasut ajer tak ader size. Aper dah. At least i got banana muffins from kenny rogers and two buns from seasons cna't wait to eat it hahaha.... Update later... Need to go out....

Hehehe today in skul the whole class did nothing except for Lit and Chem. There was no PE, MT and geog. We all just sat in class or went out eat waffles Salisha bring hahaha.... Then during live lesson we took pictures out of boredom. And i got the most funniest pictures ever of my classmates. That was cool thanks to bella and yi ting. During geog slept in class cause teacher was talking bout volcanoes and earthquakes. Got so sleepy just went to sleep. Hehehe.....

THINGS WE DO IN CLASS WHEN BOREDOM STRIKES

Oh not really the best day today... Got back lit, geog, eng and Ss paper. Well it was not a nice sight i guess. I don't think I'll be able to join the NDP hip hop dance i guess. I thought of trying out something new, but i guess i can't now. So sad. Feel like wanna cry but that's ok. Like what Ms Intan said we can only have time to be sad for a moment only. I acted so strong i school just now, but on the inside it just tore into smaller and smaller pieces. I didn't want anyone to knew or pester me so i had to put up a show. But keeping it bottle up inside just ain't nice when there is not anymore space for all of this and you can't find the cap to close it. The whole day was filled with disappointment after disappointment. I kept smiling for everyone to see. OMG! He wished me Happy Birthday yesterday night. So sweet thank you so much... Oh yeah not forgetting Sardine..... Thank you wifey for the 5 page msg hehehe!!!! Luv it!!!!

Yay!! My Birthday is here.... I can't believe it i'm 16 at last. I'm just so happy. Thank you everybody, my class 4d2, Lisha, Shaf, Nabs, Jai, Asiqah, cuzzies and everyone who remembered my birthday. You guys are just so sweet. I love the Teddy Bear that u gave me shaf so cute and adorable. I named it POTATO, cause it sounds so cute and adorable too . Hahaha.... Thank you for the ppl who msg me exactly at 12 midnight you guys really made my day. Aniways Diego sorry for making you disappointed just now. And Sardine thanks for being the last person in wishing me Happy Birthday. That's gonna be so cool. Thank you everyone sooo very,very much.


Well it didn't went as well as i wanted it to go but that's ok. I guess this is just not my year at all.
It didn't felt like a birthday after all. I didn't get to do anything nor get to do the things that i wanted to. BUt who cares right.. Who does? NO ONE....

No cake, no presents like old time. I can't actually believe that the people who i care most could actually forget my special day. I just knew it. I should not have put my hopes up so high. Now they crush down like a building that collapse onto me. It hurts so much. But i'm much better now. I still remember the old good times when mom and dad would hold me a surprise party. When i reach home from school there will be a cake and presents waiting to be eaten and open. I love it. The attention i get. I guess it sometime stinks to be older. You will never be given the attention like ole times. But you'll only get much more responsibilities on your shoulders that make you stress about it every single day. You look back at the old times and always wish that you could somehow turn back time and go back to the old days. Hehehe.... Ok done with the bad things lets go to the good things about Birthday

PICS WE TOOK DURING THE oUTING

Shouts!!!!! I can't believe it. The day is almost here and i can't actually believe it. I'm turning 16 in a few hours time and now i can watch NC16 rated movies. Can't wait but half of me want to stay this age so that i don't have to take harder exams and think bout stuff that i dun need to know. It gonna rock but it will also stink somehow. Hahaha... Looks like i gotta leave the old me behind and here comes the New Me. Nah... I'm not gonna change just because i'm older . I'll be the same me no matter what haha... Cuzzies thanks for celebrating my birthday in advance, Tnks for the chocolates, and the cake. I really appreciate it lots. Thank you Asiqah for the advance birthday wish and thank you Nizam in Bali for wishing me an advance happy birthday. Thank you everyone... :) Luv you guys lots.... Till turn 16 I'll be back hehehe....

A few hours more and Happy 16 Birthday to Me

Yeah i changed my blogskin. I got so bored of it, i was in search of a new skin. At last i got a new skin.And i like it lots. I had malay oral juz now. I was so blanked out. Did not what to say at all. So during Maths Mrs. Wong allowed us to watch DEVIL WEARS PRADA. Nice show, very nice. Looks like i'm gonna watch FREEDOM WRITERS tomorrow. Can't wait. Really. Juz one thing. Why do i know when a person is down? but no one know when i am down? JUz curious? Hahaha.... Aniways it's not a question to be answered. I need to go. Thanks for reading. :)
Oh yeah! Not forgetting 2 days left. HAHAHAHA!!!!!

Hate,hate,hate,hate,hate,hate,hate,hate,hate,hate,hate,hate,hate,hate,hate,hate,hate,hate.
I really do hate today. And i really mean it. I mean what does he know. He thinks i hate him. That's to big a word. I just dislike him. He get's all the attention he needs, and i'm also responsible for everything he do at home. Mom always compares me to him. (Ooh... Why can't u be lyk him? Why can't you do maths lyk he can? Why?Why?) When will this all end. (Why can't u be more like him?)It sucks whenever they says that. It hurts me but does he ever know that. Well he thinks no one likes him in the family. But what he dosen't know is that mom and dad talk more bout him. Mom gives him more attention always asking me to be like him. Whenever you say something to mom,she laugh, even though it is not at all funny but when i say something funny, she won't even laugh at all, she'll never even look at me.That is always irritating. Really, I mean it. You always ask me to lie. When i don't want to do what you want me to do, you get violent and blame everything on me. When will you ever open your eyes or even realize that people give you much more attention then others. So really what do you actually know. NOTHING that's it Nothing at all actually. So wake up and open your eyes.

Maths p2 was a killer.... Left lots of questions blank and i like spent 1 hr on the first page. What the... Chemistry was much, much better. I'm just glad that i could actually do it. Can't wait tomorrow is the last day, exams. Food and Nutrition paper the last one then say goodbye to MYE and say hello to summer holidays. Jump for joys everybody. Today was cool. Today was the very first time i talked on the phone for like 6 hours straight not stop. It was cool. Talk,talk,talk,talk,talk,talk,talk,talk,talk and talk... We talked bout everything, not really everything just alot of things. Hahahaha...... Wow your the first person who actually made me appreciate myself. Thanks, alot. You made me realized lots of things now. Yeah thanks again. Thanks for believing in me and thanks for the past help, the present and the future help that you're gonna give. I'm just so happy to have a person like you. Smiles.

6 Days left and still in counting.....

Malay and Geography is over. Suke lah sey hahaha... After exam went to Hougang Mall for a while, so i tried to find for Jonas Brothers album. They say they was only one left and someone has already reserve it. So sad sey..... That's ok I'll try to find again next time kat CP ke anywhere else. So disappointed that's ok I'll get over it soon enough after I get the album. I'll get it one day. Can't wait for Biology paper and Food and Nutrition paper hahaha.... Perangai kan.... I know.... HAHAHA... Can't wait for tomorrow, Friday and next Wednesday yes... I can't wait for all these days..... Anyways that's all for today gotta go back and study before get scolding again by my sayang aka balloon. See you guys soon.

Love Shak,

7 days left and still in counting.....

Wow time really does fly fast. My lit paper is over and i'm taking geog and mt tomorrow. Not long later the exams will be over and get stressed up again for prelims and "N". I hate getting stressed up. Well it's just not me. But if i wanna do well, i guess i have to. And i can't believe that i'm turning 16 in a few days time. Part of me can't wait but the other part really dun wanna grow anymore. What's the point, the older you get, the bigger you'll be facing with responsibilities. I just wanna live my life carefree, not thinking bout anything and just do anything that makes me happy. That's ok life's unfair i know. You'll only get the things that you want by working hard only. Unless your way smart like jimmy neutron. Aniways i gotta go.

8 days left and still in counting...

Boo hoo..... What am I going to do?? Tomorrow is my Lit paper but I'm not kinda ready for it yet, I think. I started reading at around 5+pm and like around 5 sec later, I'm just so bored with it. Dun worry I did not stop reading after 5 sec, i continued to persevere and i think i'm already at chapter 9. Something like that. More chapters to go i guess. I'm itchy all over and my head is starting to ache. I guess that is what happen when exams are here.

10 great and terrific days till my 16 Birthday. Can't wait.....

I can't actually believe this but i have completed my Maths paper 1 and my Social Studies paper. I'm just so happy at the moment, to have overcome the obstacle for now. I reached home and straight away i watched The Hottie and The Nottie. I gotta say that the show is quite good. It's very funny. Aniways i'm having my Literature paper this Monday. So i gotta read the book To Kill A Mockingbird for 3 whole hours straight. From chapter 1 till chapter 25. I just hope that whatever i have read will go into my thick skull and stay in there till the time comes to let all out. Hahaha.

I kept thinking bout you. You smile, your laugh everything bout you.Till we meet again.

Can't believe it, MYE starting tomorrow. Now trying to study SS like crazy. MYE is so scary....
But the good thing bout MYE is that after paper can go home straight. No need to stay in school. Tomorrow SS and Maths paper. Scared but excited at the same time. I've been studying from juz now afternoon, but still not finish studying. Now i'm juz letting my brain chill for a while. I'm kinda hungry, so i'm juz eating s'mores pop-tart it is just so delicious.. Tak boleh tahan..... People who have not try a pop-tart should try is it at least one. They are small delicious tarts that is filled with roasted marshmallows and chocolate. Ya well i bought it juz now in the afternoon hahaha... Dad bought for me a blue hoddie and a red and white polo Tee. Ok lah that's all for now.... Gotta get back to studying.
Aniways can't wait, I'm going to turn 16 in 13 days time..
Must count down..... Hahaha.... Btw luckily for me it's after MYE..... HAHAHAHA.......
Till next time.