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Tuesday, April 29, 2008 @ 8:28 pm
Best friends Forever

Forget it I don't need any explanation anymore. Forget it. Life's too short to get angry over small little things. Thousand apologies. Thank you Mrs. Wong for making me realizing lots of things. I made lots of mistakes but changes need to be made now and not sometime later when things are just too late. And u regret not doing the right thing. Oh ya not forgetting that we should all not burn down bridges among one another because we might need help from one another one day... So I'm sorry if i have hurt anyone and i hope u guys would accept my thousands, millions apologies......
Monday, April 28, 2008 @ 5:18 pm
Me and Tot in toilet again
Me and Tot in the toilet

Me eating hotcakes Yum!!


Me, tot, aull, Fateen and SJI winners



Me,Fateen, Aull and Tot

Today:
Still was not happy with that someone, but it's ok. I dun care anymore. What has past stays in the past. Can't do anything anymore kan. Forget it. Not gonna talk bout it anymore. Ok2 get out of mind. NOW!!! I mean it. I had English and malay paper 1 today. The funny thing during the exam was i kept on shaking my legs. Just could not stop. When stop no ideas came out, but when start to shake ideas flow out like water running from the tap. Funny kan, Hahaha.... It started with English paper, then it went on to Malay paper also it was quite hillarious. Luckily the invigilator did not say anything. So the malay did not had oral the same day so we me, asiqah and lisha went to kovan to have lunch. Why? siqah was dreaming during the exam bout going to kovan so that was why. I know funny kan.... There is this funny, fuzzy and warm feeling in me right now as i'm typing. I think i'm falling for someone new. He's just so cute and adorable. Hope to see him soon,very soon.

Saturday:
Bahas final was against SJI and RGS. It was a very close fight and SJI came out the winner. Well, what can i say, they were good, very good. Congrats, SJI. We had Mac's hotcakes with sausages or ya not forgeting the delicious hashbrown. Hahaha. I had to do the com with ToT. We laughed like crazy, luckily it was not that loud. During the break, me and tot went into the toilet and camwhore. The toilet super nice. Tak pernah nampak toilet lawa cam gitu sey.... After bahas me, tot, aul and fateen went to esplanade to meet aull gang. Then me and tot balik kul 7.15 cause wanna watch anugerah planet music. Sampai umah jer penat sey... Tak tahan watch a little then told daddy i wanted to go bed. Sleepy rabak sey.... Was having headache pulak tu...



Still waiting For "Camp Rock" Jonas Brothers Can't wait.......
Friday, April 25, 2008 @ 6:56 pm
Today was ok only. Didn't really like it that much. There was no maths..... Boo Hoo..... Well not everything went the way i wanted it to so, i'm not that happy now also. It was so irritaiting. I really mean it. Someone just had to spoil my beautiful day. That's ok, I guess.... I had English oral today and ya i did great. I mean it. Not trying to brag or stuff... but ya i did well. I mean this is the very first time to really do my conversation and looking at the teacher in the eye. First time, it was scary anyways. Haha.. Thanks Jai for printing for me SS notes. Oh ya thanks for teaching me chem yesterday, it really helped. Shaf dun be so demoralize bout Np, I'll try my best to help out. I'll try. At last i now know how to do balancing equations. Hahaha... Aniways i did great for my Fn N practical, I think, wanna see my finish work? There you go.
Tuesday, April 22, 2008 @ 6:24 pm


I'm listening to The jonas Brothers- Hold on, right now. It's just a very nice song. They are soooo talented not forgeting soooo cute and adorable. I'm really going crazy over them... I can't help it they're just so cute... Ahhhhh..... i really hope that they would come to Singapore to do a show for their fans here in Singapore. I really won't mind going for their concert. I also wouldn't mind interviewing all three of them. I found out thing about one of the Nick Jonas, is that his suffering from diabetes. He was diagnose in 2005. And he's now living strong as ever. We here complain the little things in life not appreciating the simple things in life like our perfect health where you there are facing diabetes. You really are an inspiration to me. You are now officially my idol. It never came that somone like him could actually be diagnose with such a sickness. But i'm so proud of him. Other people would just give up but not you. You have inspired me through your music, your voice and even your diabetes.
Monday, April 21, 2008 @ 8:35 pm
Today:
I had so much fun today in school. Kinda, I guess. In malay class we played five stones, chapteh and shahhibah. Then Sardine went crazy suddenly and then jumped on me like crazy till i fell to the ground. No lah kidding, actually she wanted to play with the five stones then i never let her. hahaha. Then she chase after me like nobody's business. Then she jumped on me. Then we started to kick each other macam orang giler both pun tak nak kalah nasib baik cikgu ader. Tapi cikgu pun macam tak kisah. Rabak sey kene. After malay sardine chase me again this time luckily got Ms. Deepa kalau tak mampus kene tendang ngan Sardine. Next was Bio it was not as fun but then it was still not that bad lah. Bio is my favourite subject aniways. We had Bio in the lab then while we were checking our answers 1 of my classmates was sitting on the lab table. Tak kene marah pulak tu. Nasib dier kan.... Hahaha. Maths was okey ajer. Got back my Maths quiz wah soooo dissapointing But i can't change what has happen right. I was so sleepy during maths little bit more i could actually have fallen asleep, but luckily i didn't. Maths ended 1 period before it was suppose to end and i went home much ealier haha.... Found four great books in NLB hahaha.

Yesterday:
Went out with mom,dad, sis, bro and abg gf. Had a blast. We all went to watch the Forbiddened Kingdom at Johor Bahru City Sqaure. The movie was great. The actor was not that bad looking aniways. Hahaha... Then went to F.O.S. I saw this cute jumper sooooo cute leapord skin it was just so cute. I even took a pic with it hahaha...

We actually could not take a pic with it. but what the heck... Cute right hahaha. Before going home dad bought for me and the family Secret Recipes Cakes delicious.... We all also bought seasons chicken floss buns....Yummy..... Oh ya forgot, I even had a chance to eat at Kenny rogers, Delicious. We ate chicken and mashed potatoes. I really loved the banana muffin. It was as tasty as it looks hahaha.... Aniways need to go now so Buh-BYE.....

Luv YoU gUYs sO mUcH

@ 7:06 pm
I tried.... I did... But it all didn't work. I tried to forget about you, but you keep on seeing you wherever I went. I'm trying so hard to really, really forget about you but it's just so hard. I do miss you, but only as a friend, nothing more. You were nice and you were sweet too, but i just gotta move on. So please just get out of my head. We still could be friends, i really would not mind.
Saturday, April 19, 2008 @ 5:52 pm
I 'm really gonna miss Np, the ppl, the squadmates, officers, CIs, just everybody. The laughs we had, the tears that we shared will never be forgotten. The hugs that we made were all a form of strength we pass from one to the other. The warmth that we shared made us so comfortable with each other. It felt like it was just yesterday we knew each other and now we're all going our own ways. How i really wished that time would stop right now. And just let me appreciate the time we had, shared together much, much more. But sadly we can't and i guess we just gotta go on with our life. But i just hope that the memories we made and shared will be always kept close in our hearts. I learnt alot of things when i was with you. Yeah i know i was not the squadmate you guys actually had. So i apologise. No matter what had happen you guys are very, superly, largly, special in my heart and nothing is going to change that. In the future we'll go our seperate ways and be as far away from each other. I really hope that we guys will never ever lost touch.

I miss you guys :)
Thursday, April 17, 2008 @ 8:42 pm
Yeah!!! I got promoted to Staff sargent. At last.. So cool. Today was the last day of training after there will be no more training until after N level.That's ok at least now can concentrate on my studies much better. Aniways i got x-country tomorrow i really can't wait... Later i'm so going out, either Bugis or Tampines IKEA. Later that day me and the rest of the gang are so going to camwhore can't wait hahahaha.
hugs like the past
Tuesday, April 15, 2008 @ 9:29 pm
After volleyball


School was fun today.... Hahaha... Love today to the max. During class i accidently slept during Maths luckily she was not going through any topics instead we were all talking bout live. What she said really knocked my head quite hard. I will never forget all the words she have said. She really is the best teacher ever. Chemistry was cute with Ms feng but it all turned out ok. Lucky i was not caught cheating.... Hahaha. I was suppose to have drills in the afternoon, then everybody like so lazy we cancelled the whole training. Tomorrow got PROMOTION TEST!!! just die..... hahaha... That's ok the drills part i think i is gonna be ok but then the MOI is gonna be a little problem. Never mind lah as long as we all try our best, everything is going to be alright. Trust me ok..... So didn't go drills training so went for volleyball training instead. Teaching them how to play volleyball for their upcoming competition on saturday. Well good luck to them. Me and sardine came to help Ms. Intan and we actually had a blast together laughing like old times, how i wish it would never end... It started to rain heavily later but we kept on playing volleyball together with Ms. Intan. Hahaha it was cool. Around 4+ we stopped me and sardine go back to her class to waith for shaf. We camwhore in class hahahaha. It was so lame but it was nice. I felt so close like old times. Shaf came by then we packed our bags. Shaf told me there was a cute guy so i followed her then went to see the guy, he was not that bad looking actually but someone else is much more better than that guy. So it was raining heavily me and sardine was walking all around outside the corridors, then suddenly there was this loud thunder. Me and sardine jumped and we actually hugged each other. Like old times. It brought back so much memories. I had a blast today. This is really kinda like my week. I mean i'm doing quite good in maths, i mean i can actually catch up with the studies and then things like this happen. I'm just so happy this week and not forgetting i'm going shopping this sunday can't wait......

Aniways till next time people...
i dun expect animore...
@ 8:53 pm
From now on, I'll stop expecting anything from you. What's the point i'll end up hurting myself instead. I have been seeing u everywhere but the problem is that they are all not you... I miss you but i can't do anything. That's ok i'll be ok. I'll just have to move on and find someone else. And i hope you do too. We'll still be friends even though it is going to be a litlle hard.

Last saturday:
Went out With Kematot and Lisha go Bahas. Congrats to SJI and RGS for moving to the finals. After that left Bahas to meet fiqah and sardine. Ate chicken rice at my favourite coffeeshop near Bugis. Super Yummy!!!! Then after that we went walking around looking at stuff while waiting for kematot to join us. Walk2 again then go starbucks. At last drink starbucks Java chip, that was great. It has been so long since i wanted to drink that hahahahaha. Then after that left Bugis and took train go City hall where we all met Ahmad, zhen qi and sadik. We went to meet ahmad brother ketawa tak tahan sey. Baju panas pulak tu. Then we all went to the singapore memorial to lepak for while. Me, sardina and shaf walk around the memorial statue than we laughed and chit chat. It was cool. Had so much fun. Then around 7+ Sardine and Shaf left then sat at LJS with kematot and gang. Laugh and laugh like no one cares. Had a blast with all of them. Then later lepak at marina square than irfan came with his friends... I dunno even know anyone of them hahahaha.... I had to leave at the end but i had a blast after all hahahaha. Hope to go out with all that people again one day.
Thursday, April 10, 2008 @ 9:06 pm
At last at HOME!!
So tired after my NAPFA test. So the penat. But everything was great. My shuttle run timing is 10.9s that was so cool(I ran quite fast, I think). I did 12 inclined pull-ups that was my best. My sit-up was only 35 but at least i still got an A. I hate my standing broad jump and sit and reach. But.... I still pass hahahaha.... Lucky..... My 2.4km run timing was 15min23sec that was also not bad at least pass don't have to run again during PE hahaha. kesian org2 yang kena lari lagi. Never mind lah try your best again. Can pass one. Must persevere, and keep on saying that you can "dun stop, never give up"(from S Club 7) cause u'll have a hard time to get trough then, u'll get ur ownself tired lepas tu tak habis lari.

My dad's buying me indian rojak and chicken satay. Yeah!!!!
Tak sabar seh nak makan but never mind i'll wait....

Problems after problems,
why is there so many problems.
I want to help solve it, but i just dun know what to do.
I'll try my best but you'll just must understand
that all things i'm doing,
i'm jus trying to help you,
dun take it wrong,
i care for you,
i need to bring you back to the right path,
but if you dun appreciate what i'm doing for you,
i can't say anything anymore.
Wednesday, April 09, 2008 @ 10:24 pm
Geram nyer......... Why does it has to end like that???? Macam tak ader ending langsung. I tought it was going to be nice, tapi it turn different. I wonder why. I want to watch tapi somehow the story ended and now i have to wait for the following week before i can watch it again. I can't wait. I tak boleh sabar. I nak tengok juga, malam ni juga kalau boleh. I was just enjoying myself then the story ended. how sad could i be. Why did they do that. Macam benci sangat dengar penonton. Tak per, i complain ni pun bukan nyer dapat tukar aper-aper kan. So ya That's it. I guess i need to wait for the next episod till next week. Nak buat aper kan kalau dah minat dekat sesuatu orang semua boleh jadi giler. Macam i ni sekarang. Hahaha. and yes i am admiting that i'm crazy at a point. Till next time then. Luv you guys. :)
@ 8:15 pm
I was going through some of my old stuff, when i notice a picture that i took during p6. I remember those times so well. It was my PSLE year. I had the greates teachers ever, Mr. Ashraf, Mr. Fahmy, Mr. Lim. Yup they were the best teachers ever. Never would i thought that i would actually grow up so fast and just wish that i could see all of them again. My friends, my primary school friends, how i miss them soo. We used to hang out once in while going outings together, during hari raya or even after school. We had the best of times. But i guess those are just memories kept close in my heart never will it be forgotten. I remember once, it was after my PSLE. my friends and i were having such playing in class. The girls were sitting at one side and the guys were sitting on the other side playing soccer in class. The girls did what they are good in that is gossiping non stop till the day end. While me and a group of friends were sitting in the class a soccer ball flew to me and my group of friends. We wanted to save it but in the end while trying to save it my fren fell to the ground. It was hillarious. We all laugh to our heart's content. My teacher who was supervising us, Mr Ashraf, also laughed, that inccident has always been playing in my mind, how cool would it be if i could see that again. I could also still remember in p5, i so called fell in "love" with this guy called ABEL. He was the cutie in my skul back then. We were quite close at that time, talking, playing tricks on each other,laughing, telling secrets, bullying one another. Even though we got bullied somehow it actually brought all of us closer to one another. I really miss all those times. Now when we meet outside, we sometimes just ignore, smile, or just act like we don't even know one another. Somehow i just feel that our friendship that we used to have is gone and i could never get it back again. I know it is nearly four years now that we have not met up. Alot have changed. But i know that we will always stay the same. Love all you guys lots. Miss you guys.
Tuesday, April 08, 2008 @ 8:47 pm
I fell for you without you knowing, but someone fell for you first already and i'm not gonna hurt her, just to get to you. It's been getting hard to be around you. There's so much i can't say. Do you want me to hide this feelings? and look the other way. I don't know how to be fine when i'm not, cause i just don't know how to make this feeling stop. I wanna show you everything that's inside of me. like a nervous heart that is crazyly beating. My feet are stuck here against the pavements. I want to break free, I wanna make it. Closer to your eyes to get your attention. Before u pass me by.
Monday, April 07, 2008 @ 5:31 pm

Hahahaha....
I've got lots of things to write.
Had chalet on Saturday and sunday,
Slept over on Saturday with Farhanie, Nurul, Kak Nor & Haziq
Farhanie with my large glasses Hahahaha... Haziq with my funkey glasses...
Nurul new look is cool.....


Oh ya when i said sleep over, it's not really sleep over. Haziq thanks soooo much for not letting me sleep. I really had fun even though it was only the two of us who actually enjoyed. Go to mac's twice one at 2am the other at arnd 3++am hahaha had sooo much fun. After that me and haziq went to the beach just to jalan2. We were like crazy kids running here and there at 5am. After playing catching like crazy ppl, we went to seat at the bench at pasir ris park to clean our feets and sandals rocking chair in front of the costa sands resort swimming pool. We both sit and chit chat non-stop. Could not even close my eyes he kept on disturbing me like ther was no tomorrow. But i'm glad i did not sleep. We barely meet so i'm juz greatful i did not fall asleep. Now i got much more memories and they are gonna stay close in my heart.


The next day we both could barely open our eyes. Someone even say that he did not feel tired at all. But then sleep non-stop hahaha.... Tak per lah ngantuk kacau org?? Kalau tak salah around 2pm we all went escape. Gerek sey. We went into the haunted house first. When we were all in there we did not act a little scared at all. Jalan macam rumah sendiri, suddenly ader hantu kejar kita org semua. Everyone move back. Satu-satu jatuh like domino effect. It was just so hillarious. Me and Farhanie went on all the rides that was so cool. hahaha. siapa tak naik kecian.


On the staurday morning i had to go for Bahas kelab obor at he the Sultan Mosque at Arab street. it was ok at first then lama-kelamaan sit there it was just so boring. It was good enough i did not sleep. Nothing much happen at bahas. Aniways it was suppose to end at 5.30pm then they drag until 7.10pm. I was just so lucky my dad did not get mad at me. Oh ya luckily Shaf came if not i won't even know what i would have done. hahaha. Shaf, thank you so much for sending me to the chalet if u were not there i would have gone lost. Hope u had fun going out the other night. hahahahaha.

Thursday, April 03, 2008 @ 6:09 pm
It's so cool to use the computer again. Luv it. So tired kejap lagi nak kena klr lagi. That's ok mesti fun kan. Can't wait. Tak sabar seh wanna watch impian illyana lagi. Ashraf Muslim is just so cute and hot hahahahaha. Nanti update lagi need to get ready need to go somewhere on this cool, rainy say hahahaha. Lame i know. That's me.
Wednesday, April 02, 2008 @ 11:03 pm
after sports day at gelare far east
Danya, jaishani, farida and me at sports day

dun eat me.....


taekwondo look out......



let me go hahahahaha!!!!!
At last the com can be used again. Sooooooo happpy. Aniways it kinda late so this is the only pics that i can upload at the moment, if i got time i upload again.

this is me.

Rawr I'm Shakilah. People call me Shak. I turn a year older on 14 May. I am covered in FRECKLES. I love SWEETS they are like my small little version of happiness. I love to act but I'm just a little good at it.
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