Omg! this is the worst day part of my life how could it have happen to me. I should have known better then to just ignored the signs that was there. I didn't went up cause the uniform was incomplete. Now the only thing that i can do is to wait for Friday and get scolded by my officers. Now i really wanna say sorry to everyone really i do, I'm now living in fear. I dun want my squad mates who are innocent get scolded for the things they didn't do. i'm also scared that tomorrow they would get scolded without my prescence. So ya i'm sorry i will take all the blame :(. But i also wanna say thanks to all my peeps who were so concerned bout me just now.
You left without saying anything. But when you left i kinda miss you. I've been thinking bout you alot this week and i don't even know why. You menghaib. I hantar sms pun u tak reply. I really am worried bout u or am i actually falling for u?No tak mungkin. we are world's apart. but u mean so much to me. I wanna tell u the truth but i afraid. That's ok i'll keep in my heart i'll say it when the time is right.