I did so badley being an emcee. I hope i'll never get 2 do it again. That's ok it will be a learning moment for and a brand new feeling. i though that was my time to shine but mistakes happen and i can be sad bout it. what's over is over. I'm not sure i just wanna say life to short to be sad, angry just smile and everything will be alright. Trust me.....
Sardine i know u're sad at the moment. Hey i understand i did lots mistake and i never said i did. I was wrong and now i know what it feels being hurt left alone no one knows, just you and yourself facing each other. I don't really say this but sometimes i feel that i'm losing my 2 best friend but i don't want that to happen. I still wanna be there for them side them, just trying to put a smile on their face. Friends aren't suppose to keep secrets but i think i did it lost of time. I'm sorry i think my jealousy got the best of me cause i thought you were closer to them all. I admit if anyone ever want to trade you from me i will never agree cause you guys are very special to me............... love shak